isaiah 43:2

I think, i should really start studying instead of pretending to now.

I think last night was good. Crying my eyeballs out. Whatever self-pity all emptied. Though my eyes do feel awfully sore today, but still, today as i was on my way home from the 'class (pizza) outing', i was flipping through one of my notebooks and well, i saw this line i once scribbled from Micah 7:7. Reminds of this. It's like a reminder to myself that whether i feel Him or not, He's there, He's always there.

Charles and Hendro told me to cheer up today. I dont even think i looked that depressed anyway. Oh well. I think if Kenn, Jo and Ki were around i'll be getting so much nonsense from them just trying to make me laugh. Like how Ki went on and on making all sorts of funny accents just so i'll laugh that time during pae. I find myself so lonely lately. No one to count on and relate to. I guess that note was God's way of reminding me.

Something daniel wrote to me for my birthday card last year:

I know it seems a little awkward for me to suddenly mention this, but when it comes to your last days, your lonely days, God is all you can cling onto. When people around fail you, when I fail you, only God can sustain you.


Thank you for everything you've taught me, everything you've given me. For all your guidance and love. Let's go out again after your A's, just like last year's day out after your promos. I miss you. I really really miss you.



When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.
- Isaiah 43:2 (KJV)

no one feels the way i do about you now.